It is 1:28 AM that I am writing this all. I am back after a long time. And this time I will try to be regular. For past few days I was thinking of writing something but nothing serious was coming from my heart. And today when I am having third consecutive day off, I got ample time to ponder over the things going around me.
It had been a long time that I really wanted to do something of my interest. Rather I should say that I had lost interest in everything. It had been a long time that I really enjoyed doing something. There was a lot of shallowness in my life. I was just passing my days. Every morning I wake up with nothing in my mind. There was nothing I wanted to do on that particular day. Days were just passing. I tried to find the answer to this problem a lot of time but may be not that eagerly, so I didn’t get the answer from anywhere. But one thing I always knew was that the person who knows the answer is ME.
In these two days something strange happened to me. As usual I was just killing the time on a social networking site. I was just visiting profiles of the people those added in my friend list .And somehow I reached the photo album of a friend. There I found some serious and splendid work of photography. I don’t know why but these pictures said something to me. They reached my heart. I just wished that why I was not the man behind these photographs. Someone said from deep inside “Why YOU are not that Photographer”. And that’s when I found something going for.
I always had an interest in photography. I always wanted to take some great pictures. But i didn’t want it that passionately. There were many other things that had a higher priority than this interest. But in the timeline everything just got faded. And now when I found nothing around me, there was a reason to worry. And when I saw those pictures, I saw a path that could lead me to what I wanted to be. So I spent some time with myself, asked myself some questions and it just started working. I found that there are many things that I always wanted to do but they were yet undone.
I think now I have got some spark in my life. I have started dreaming. I now have a lot of things that are in my wish list. I hope my wish list gets bigger and bigger. And I wish to conquer everything that’s in this wish list.
There’s a lot more I have to write. But I think it’s enough for now. Surely gonna pen everything soon.
Willing to add some more spark to my life.....
Rohit
